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youre beautiful [31 Dec 2007|07:06pm]
"  it's only been one month?  want to try for 12?"

 every word you say i think i should write down, dont want to forget come daylight.
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[19 Dec 2007|10:05pm]
"you've got to love the feeling when everthing is just going perfect" 


it's a good feeling, even though not everything feels perfect
this just makes it feel like everything will be okay, for sure.
i'm trying so hard for this, cause it's hard for me.
it's hard for me to let go of the past, and let people in
it's hard for me to let people touch me, and love me.
but i'm excited to see where this gets me

and im excited to see where me and him get.
so far things are going sososo good.
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[25 Nov 2007|05:39pm]

it bugs me when you're saying your life is going to shit
because a girl doesnt like you

but when my grandma dies,
i havent talked to my mom for a few months,
and im constantly sick,
people always fuck me over,
and im going completely,
fucking
numb,
i'm not even complaining

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[21 Nov 2007|09:56pm]
i dont think  i want to go..
i dont want to see her.
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[21 Nov 2007|09:53pm]
i'm sick  of being asked "are you going to be okay?"

i have to be.
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unexpected [17 Nov 2007|07:08pm]
well that  was a fun day.
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[10 Nov 2007|01:46am]
 people take life fore granted
life is so good, and i dont know how people dont see it
you have clothes
a house
friends
parents
food
money
warm water
a bed

i wish everyone could love life like i do
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[25 Oct 2007|10:21pm]
YOU DONT  EVEN KNOW HOW FREAKING EXCITED I AM FOR BOSNIA
i'm going to be on holy ground,
in a holy town,
with holy people.
my life will be changed.


i wish everyone knew how this felt,
to feel god.
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[24 Oct 2007|10:56pm]
i can't even fucking wait to get out of here

i didnt need this before i left.
but i do need to leave


it will be so so holy.
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[24 Oct 2007|10:27pm]
 i can't help but think it's cause there is something wrong with me
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[23 Oct 2007|10:51pm]
i cant help but  think
every girl he looks at
or wants to be with
mostly the girl he is with
is prettier than me
and i always will.

i want him to be so so so happy.
i thought i let go so long ago.
i think i have.
my mind still wonder
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[23 Oct 2007|07:26pm]
 I can feel the lump on my throat,
and the tingling in my body
it's something like anger
and its something like sadness
and it's just a full out freak out.

when i get like this, 
there is nothing to do
i feel liek screaming
or crying, or walking
or dancing, or anything
but none of it works.

i just.. dont.. want this anymore.
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[23 Oct 2007|05:55pm]
i want to inspire people
i want to help people realise their dreams and go for it
i want to change peoples lives

i just dont know how to do that.
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[23 Oct 2007|05:30pm]
 i don't know how to hide my feelings when i talk to you.
so i don't talk to you, i wish you'd come and talk to me.

you go first this time.
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[23 Oct 2007|05:09pm]
i can tell  that this trip is going to change my life
i can tell that when i get into that country
i can tell that my relationship with god will be so huge

and i'm so excited for it.
less than a week i will be in bosnia
and in less than a week, maybe all will be different
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[23 Oct 2007|05:02pm]
i can feel my heart pound throughout my whole body
i can feel it in my toes,
my legs, my stomach, my chest, my head, my ears, my mouth.
slow but so so so strong
so so evident
my heart doesn't hide itself from me,
i dont hide my heart to others

the thing is i see through it all,
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profilee [21 Oct 2006|08:42am]

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I like lots of thing, and i dislike lots of thing.
but the things i like are better to mention.
the things i dislike don't matter very much.
so this is me, or...atleast as much as me gets in a short space
I like holding hands with my friends,
and kisses on the cheek that are nice, and make you smile
I'm nice, and funny. I think you'd love me.
I'll always listen, 3 oclock in the afternoon
or 3 oclock in the morning
meeting new people, and hanging out with old friends
is always really nice.
I love jesus, and i'm a christian
my youth group makes my life
I love my family, even if I don't show it
my neice and nephew are going to be heartbreakers
they light up my life. i love them to death.
It's hard for me to say "i love you" outloud alot of times.
I don't like myself alot, but i'm trying.
I hate swimming, because i never learned how to swim.
and bathing suits are a bad idea.
I wish i could grow a mustache, cause i'd be fucking cool.
my dad and I don't get along, but it's okay.
friends are super, and bestfriends are even better
I have great friends, it's okay to be jealous of them
I have too much fun doing nothing..
but that's deffinetly not a bad thing
I like watching movies, but sometimes they're too much
I feel like i'm getting worse and worse
but i'm dealing with it
I like coffee alot.
and i love livejournal
I want to put tinfoil on the legs of a cat
and make it walk, cause it throws off it's balance
so it'd walk into walls, and it'd be funny.
I like signing year books
because it'll be in there forever.
and forever is a long time.
so it's like I'll be around for a long time.
and it's kind of like i'm worth remembering
so, i like that.
I love singing, dancing, and drawing.
i love having a goodtime.
hugs, and laughing
I believe honesty is vital.. even if I slip sometimes.
lovelife.
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[23 Aug 2006|10:52pm]


  "It seems like if you sat underneath that tree you could swing your legs off the edge of the earth."






                      
                                                                                                    God, who are you?

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[08 Jul 2006|11:50am]

I made my Journal completely  friends only.
so comment this entry only if you want to be added.
tell  me your name and who you are.

if i dont know you, i probably wont add you.

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[02 Sep 2004|06:53am]

I am very tired, and have to leave for school in ten minutes.  Hmmmm today is probably going to be a long day. I want to go back to bed.   Well Bye

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